there are no regrets in life,just lessons.

so this is the creme caramel that i made.yeah,it's not that fantastic like those sold in bakery but i ought to give myself some credit coz i'm not the sort of girl who bakes/cooks for her boyfriend.if you really know me well,i'm actually lazy.haha.but on his birthday,it was an exception.i always had this thinking why not just spend on dinner (even if it might be expensive) instead of going through a hassle to cook? i guess times have changed and it's much sweeter to do such things once in a while.

anyway,i think this is way better than last year's cheesecake.even adib think so too.thanks a million again to haz and faiza for helping me! and the sleepover with you guys was nice (:

i must agree that love makes you do things you never thought of doing before.

like last year, me and dearest did not celebrate vday mainly because it's forbidden.even if we could,we wouldn't coz it's so overrated and redundent.so instead we just chilled at starbucks like every other normal day,having our own conversations.if you think that we're so boring and not happening like other couples may be,then i don't give a rat's ass coz everything is gonna be routined when you're married,so why not get used to it right now and enjoy it rather than wanting to spice things up everytime right? yes i can't predict that we will end up marrying each other,but there's this saying that god will help you if you help yourselves.so if you're willing to work hard on what you want in life and believe in it,it might just go your way.but still,fate decides.and in my personal opinion,i think vday is extremely dumb and you're lame if you bought flowers/chocolates for your girlfriend just for that day.no offense to anyone,i'm just speaking in general.

since my papers are over,now i'm free to tidy up my room and make it spick and span,attend my dental appointment next thursday,find a temporary job while waiting for results/graduation package (i seriously need the cash),go for a haircut(maybe) and create my shopping website which i've been longing to do since god knows when.

hmm.i thought i'll be happy and relieved when the final leg is over but i feel somewhat sad.and mostly lost because i've yet to think of my next phase in life,which is...kinda scary.not gonna talk about anything related to school coz i don't want to jinx it,so let's just wait for the results and hopefully i'll get what i aim for,insyallah.

okay,that's all for today.till the next entry (: